Well on Tuesday I got Angel's ashes from the vet. Its been almost a month since I've lost my little baby. I miss her horribly and any time I see a little white fluffy dog I cry instantly.
Its just really hard for me.
I've pretty much decided 2 things against my parents wishes towards my dog.
1.) I will not bury my dog in the ground in an ugly rock garden behind our house unlike what my parents want. I want to have her in by my shelf because it just creeps me out too much to have her outside and what not. And once I move out she will come with me, since it grosses my mom out so bad to see ashes.
2.) I will probably buy a urn-necklace/jewelry. Or maybe have something made out of them (not really sure yet) I saw some online when searching what to do with ashes, and really loved the idea.
Call it creepy but I find it a beautiful way to have something to cherish.
Biggest reason as to why Im not active right now.